Finally got Madeline to sleep, she slept for a half hour this morning so I'm hoping this will be for at least an hour. Gives me a little time to blog. Been having alot of problems with Madeline lately, she has been screaming alot, the other day on our way to northlakes she screamed most of the way like she's been tortured but anyway she fell asleep which was great. The last 2 days have been good she has been a little whingy but nothing too bad, so I'm hoping that her screaming has stopped, was about to have a nervous breakdown. We just bought Madeline a high chair, she looks so small and cute in it, and she seems to really like it so I'm happy about that.

We are going camping this weekend Yay! It will be our first holiday together as a family, so we are really looking forward to it, it's only for 2 days but it will be nice to have a break anyway. (Damn Madeline just woke up oh well she can stay in the cot for a little bit, 15 minutes is not enough.) I am a little worried about how Madeline will go with sleeping in a tent, she has a port a cot to sleep in so should be ok.

I am going for my first ever driving lesson next week and I am freaking out about it, I don't know what the hell I'm doing I just hope the instructor is very very patient. I really need to do this for Madeline otherwise I probably would'nt do it at all. Anyway I better go check on Madeline.

Ok thought it was time for another post and maybe some photos. Have been having a hard time with Madeline over the last few days think she miight be having another growth spurt or shes teething again. It is taking alot longer to get her to sleep and shes been waking up crying more than normal. Last night she woke up at 3 am and wanted to play, what's with that? She's just getting harder to handle, I'm coping ok though just a little more stressed.

Just got over a stomache bug was feeling awful on tuesday thought I was going to die,( ok a little dramatic) Was vomiting a fair bit. I have to say the hardest thing about being a mother is when you get sick no matter how awful you feel you still have a job to do, and that is to look after your child and that they come first no matter what. I was always worried how I would go when I got sick but I think I managed ok. I got josh to come home early so he could help me out, needed his help.

Josh has the next 2 days off we are looking forward to it, sunday is now our relaxing day and monday we get our bills paid and get shopping done. It's so great now that josh has 2 days off in a row, we feel so much more relaxed and alot happier too. OK well I'm off now will leave you with some photos of my gorgeous girl.

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